I have been seeking a lot of comfort from my own knitting, and it hasn’t been working out very well. I am coming to the end of a Very Big Project (yes, it deserves to be capitalized). If life were chugging along normally, the VBP would be chugging along as well. I can almost hear it … “I think I can, I think I can, I think I can”. But I am finding it difficult to keep my mind focused enough to work on it for more than 15 minutes at a time. And the last thing I want is for the VBP to be put in time-out because it messed itself up while I wasn’t looking.
So of course I turn to my (way too big) stash of unfinished projects. But nothing there seems right either. Some things are too complex, others are too easy. Some fall into the category of “should” knitting, and somehow that seems a little too much like work for now. And then there’s always the thought that I planned on finishing the VBP before going back to any of the other projects, so I guess I don’t feel like I’m supposed to be working on any of those anyway.
Then there’s the thing that’s really trying to get on my needles. In flipping through some old magazines, I came across the Oscilloscope Shawl by Kate Gagnon Osborn. Yep, my mind keeps going back to it. Maybe it’s the soft green color the sample was made in (which, oddly enough, is almost the same color as the VBP. Maybe the softness of the alpaca/ merino/ bamboo blend is calling to me. Maybe it’s the quick-knit aspect- that finished object is only 400 yards away. But what I really think makes me want this project on my needles is that I have a friend who REALLY needs a hug right now, and a yarny hug can travel with her much more conveniently than I can. Granted, Elisabeth’s wool allergy would necessitate the use of a different yarn, but that’s easy enough to handle.
So I guess I’m off to the yarn shop sometime in the very near future (more comfort there!) My knitting won’t save the world, and it won’t magically heal her son. But maybe I can find some comfort in the process, and hopefully Elisabeth will find some comfort in the product. The VBP can wait for now (it’s already overdue anyway!)
What about you? What types of projects do you turn to when you need to knit a little comfort into your life? I’d love to hear your ideas!